You know it’s silly when I stopped and looked over the random peacock inspired “feathers” and such at the local craft store and envisioned them on my dancing outfit. I have this deep down longing to one day wear a truly elaborate costume … almost crazy! Of course, my teacher would have none of that … but, I still wanna do something wild someday.
I’m supposed to be helping my little sister get ready for her wedding coming this weekend. We’ve already done random shopping trips the last two days … I’m sure more will come. During the day today, however, while everyone was at work, I took a little break and went for a walk. It was cool out with a little rain. I couldn’t see the mountains very well … I’m in gorgeous Colorado … but, it was very pretty. I found myself daydreaming as I walked — thinking about my future and where I want to be and go. Hey, a girl can dream, right?!
I guess you could say I formulated a little plan for myself. But, it all starts with the small things right now. I know what I want deep down inside, but actually allowing myself to think about it was liberating. I came home and got back to work. Later on I watched the latest episode of “Breaking Pointe.” If you haven’t watched this show, it’s about an up-and-coming ballet dance troupe out west. We watch the dancers’ agony/ecstasy both on and off the stage. I know it’s reality TV, but I like it. I like to hear them talk about their passion for dancing. Check out a small clip here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lHBy0wqTQrQ
OK, enough with the rambling already. You wouldn’t know from this blog post that I’ve had some clarity up here more than a mile above sea level … but, I did.
So, I’ll be back home on Monday. WIlliam Shakespeare said, “Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt.” Future … bring it!